It’s that time of year that we reflect on the past 365days…
Well, 2018 has been a whirlwind for me – a year of feeling the fear and doing it anyway! And d’ya know what? It’s been GREAT!
Not everything has gone to plan, I’ve stumbled and fallen (literally sometimes!) and I’ve had the odd let down too – but I’ve got up, dusted myself off, learnt from the experience and moved on…
At the same time I’ve achieved many goals, surpassed my wildest expectations in some cases! I’ve met amazing people and visited some beautiful new places – all in all 2018 you’ve been fantastic – so thank you xx
What about 2019? Do I have resolutions? Not as such, I kinda think of resolutions as meaning wanting to change things and I really don’t…what I want is more of being afraid and doing it anyway! The only way to really understand ourselves, who we are and what we can achieve is to step out of our comfort zone and give it a go, however scary it may be…
So here’s to feeling nervous, to biting off more than we think we can chew, to taking a first step into the unknown and to keeping going even when the sea gets a bit choppy and adjusting our sails when the storm is whipping up around us…
Here’s to 2019
I was SO tired, SO fed up and just, well… bleurgh!!☹️ The mojo had disappeared along with my energy, my body was aching and I’d forgotten how to enjoy running – too busy worrying about times and distances!
I’m not a quitter, but I definitely needed a little rest – to recharge and refocus; so a week off, some quality time with family and friends, abit of pampering, refuelling with some tasty healthy food and taking time to just breathe…
Today I felt ready to start again…gently! So a run home from work was spent just pootling along, smelling the bonfires, watching the fireworks going off in the gardens and seeing the stars starting to peek out in the night sky…🎇✨
I have no idea what the distance was, it wasn’t far, but it doesn’t matter; I have no idea what the time was, it wasn’t quick, but it doesn’t matter; what matters is that I went for a run and remembered to smile 😊
The thought it popped
into my mind and then it pounded
until I agreed
With trainers laced
I stepped out of my comfort zone
and started the run
Mornings are not
my cuppa tea I prefer my bed
and my warm duvet
But off I went
down the road whilst the birds tweeted
happy in their trees
The sun it peeped
from behind the horizon shining
it’s cheery hello
A milkman whistled
as he swung his bottles and waved
As I plodded by
A dog walked
it’s person along sniffing scents of
the wonderous world
My senses calmed
My heart began to sing and dance
and I felt alive
Today it rained, snowed, hailed and blew a biting stinging wind – did this bother us? Oh no it did not!!
We Ladies of Swans RFC laced up our boots, ran out on that pitch and played our hearts out!
The sun saw our passion and decided to join us, warming our ears and hands which were red and frozen with the cold. It was an afternoon of glorious fun! We rucked and mauled in the mud mud mud – oh boy there was MUD!We tackled, ripped, kicked and ran our legs off up and down the pitch… our scrummaging would have made the England Red Roses proud 🌹 We won the day 31-10, our first win ever! These are what Sunday’s are all about – good friends, good fun and rugby… happy happy days 😊
(Oh and I scored too 😉😊)
Here’s hoping you all had a lovely Sunday too…
I found this beautiful song the other day. Today the title is apt and the words are lovely – may we all find that someone or something to love ‘come rain or come shine’…
So this morning at 6:15am (oh my Lordy just getting out of bed that early was a challenge in itself!😳😄) I set off to complete Day31 of this RED January malarkey!
2miles later I finished with a sprint home, spring in my step and the biggest grin on my face ever!! 😁 I also wanted to cry 😭 … it was such an emotional moment – I have achieved something I didn’t know I could do and, when you can say that and know you’ve really worked hard to do it, well…it seems that tears as well as laughter must follow!
70miles/112km run, 40miles/64km walked, 2xRugby & 1xZumba and £100+ for the Charity MIND and that was it – the challenge is complete!!
My fabulous friends and family have put up with my daily posts and with my endless natterings about running and have been unfailingly supportive and encouraging – they’ve helped me more than they’ll ever know 💕💕
My fellow REDders have made me laugh, made me cry and have inspired me to really push myself and I am proud to be part of this positive and friendly community.
I have loved every moment and can’t wait to do it all again next year ❤️😊❤️😊❤️
In the meantime…what’snext??😉
Day 26 REDJanuary…
So today I was heckled for the first time (tbf I’m surprised it’s taken this long!)…young lad called out to me across the road, patted his stomach and asked if I was running to get rid of all my fat?… “haha you’ll be there all night if you are!”
He got a bit confused when I thanked him for his comments and said they were much appreciated… he walked off on a right old strop!!
What an arsehat!
Well I don’t care what I look like or whether I wobble as I plod along – I ran another 2miles tonight and I feel great!
Yes yes, I am a larger lady…thanks for noticing. What you failed to mention young man is that I’m also fabulous and a phenomenal woman…but don’t worry, you can tell me that next time 😉
I love the poem Phenomenal Woman by Maya Angelou…speaks to me on many levels and when I’m in need of a bit of lifting up it’s what I read…here it is put to some music in a campaign by This Girl Can 😊
Gosh it’s been a while hasn’t it?!
You’ve not been far from my thoughts, sorry to be away so long…
So what’s been going on then? Have you been having fun and enjoying 2018? I hope so.
I’ve found this year to already be a remarkable improvement on the last !
Well, when you get told you’re brave by Dame Kelly Holmes – peer of the realm, Olympic Champion and all round awesome woman – it’s hard not to be just the tiniest bit jolly!
(Pics courtesy of streets-united.com, olympicpark10k.com & the sun.co.uk)
I remember watching Dame KH race at the Athens Olympics and being blown away by how amazing she was; she had an unabiding sense of purpose, was composed and strong as she ran and was filled with raw overwhelming happiness when she crossed the finish line…Dame KH was just SO inspiring. I’ll never be able to run like her but I try to push myself beyond what I think I can do, just as she does… who knew I’d be chatting (albeit via Twitter) with her years later…bizarre really!
Anyways, why am I brave? If I’m honest I’m not! Dame KH is doing REDJanuary and all us REDders were all sharing our daily stories on Twitter…I’d just walked to work and run home again (2miles each way) in the pouring freezing cold rain and wind…and that’s when I was complimented! I’d have said I was more daft coz it really was rather horrid out (and she was probably just being kind rather than accurate!) but hey, I’ll take ‘brave’ and say thank you 😊
Yep that’s made my January 2018 so far!!
Here’s wishing you a great rest of January 2018. See you again soon, I’ll try not to stay away so long next time xx